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Survival of Another Kind
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I've never been so inundated with so many things at a time before.

I feel like I'm being pulled from all directions and when I venture down a path I come face to face with an obstacle. I clear it, only to be pulled again in another different direction and next thing I know I'm on a different path faced with another obstacle. Depending on my attention span and focus, the pulling sensation comes and goes and takes me as it pleases. It feels like I'm constantly having to have a bazooka at the ready to blast away the barriers so I can move forward. But even that is proving to be a challenge.

What way is forward?

When every direction I'm pulled towards and every path I turn to is a path I need to take but they lead away from each other and are each filled with numerous obstacles.

Is the way forward really a step in front of me? Or is it just an illusion and really, I'm only stuck in the one place with things coming at me. I'm not being pulled towards anything, only things are coming at me...the way I face is the only thing I have control over...or is it? All areas of my life are heading towards the center on the verge of imploding in on itself and I can't run anywhere.

I'm trying to survive here. I've got so many things to do that it's a luxury just to be able to type this all down. A luxury that has now expired.

- R

December 18, 2007 | 10:42 PM Comments  0 comments

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